Finding your voice.
Past voices….
As usual, Toastmasters never ceases to inspire….
Using a style of writing that I’ve used before, and tying in to my ending, I will tell you where I am headed with this piece of writing….to My goals (please use this as a work-through (or ‘workshop’) to achieve whatever happen to be YOUR goals! This is meant to INSPIRE YOU! LOL). I want to share how important self-talk can be to success in life….
I promise to get you there reasonably quickly via past voices (negative ones of course) that my Toastmaster mentor Dawna (short form To-rmentor? No, I digress)…I will keep her last name private, but she does exist and has inspired many) was able to work through…given her near-death experience. Yes, near-death. Don’t wait for life to take you there before you take life where you want to go!
Come, now let us work through this together. Dawna’s Toastmaster workshop (Jan 2015) took us through a time long ago in her life, which still resonated slightly in her mind. We could see that she still had a little bit more work to do (as far as positive self-talk was concerned).
Years back, it was the teacher’s voice (Miller) that spoke to her and compared her negatively to her sister, older to her, and better at many things. This left her in a wake of comparisons made by other teachers who invariably knew her sister and made negative inferences too….
Lesson: ignore the negative voices in life (the ones that don’t fit in with a healthy self-image of yourself). For your benefit, and to personalize this story a bit more, here is an excerpt from the handout that Dawna provided us, so you get the point…idea is to work through your negative voices, so put this piece into practice, will ya! Do this by answering italicized questions….or absorbing the presented information to improve your thinking. Here are the excerpts (italicized):
My Mr. Miller is….
‘Certainly not as good as your sister are you?’ (This had a huge impact on Dawna’s life… She gave up – she quit! Lesson: don’t listen to negative voices, DON’T QUIT! EV-ER! This is when you go Lalalalala in your head! As a child, or as an adult. Don’t listen! LOL.
In retrospect, what should Dawna (read ‘this could be any one of us, but we will use Dawna as our guinea-pig test person as per her workshop) have done differently? (Folks, this is where you are supposed to THINK and come up with some positive solutions – for the rusty, just substitute any positive affirmation)
‘It’s a product of what I did! It’s my best work ever!’ Remember, whatever you have created (at school, work, or play), is PERSONAL expression and it is NOT – NOT to be compared with others….even (or especially) when you are a teacher (read mentor, parent, older respected sibling et al).
My nurse Amanda is…I should explain; nurse Amanda was the one who Dawna first heard say ‘we didn’t think you would survive!’ when Dawna ended up in the hospital due to serious stress related conditions. The italicized portion below will explain how she internalized this statement. (Backdrop: Shakespeare – remember, ‘nothing is good or bad, thinking makes it so!’)
Dawna: through self-induced stress…. She was barely conscious. Stressed. Exhausted. She spent three weeks in a hospital! Nurse Amanda: ‘Dawna, we didn’t think you would survive!’
So…Dawna felt she was not supposed to be here! (Yes – she meant on earth)… She stopped having fun. It was a ‘Wow’ experience – in a very negative way!
My Jennifer is…again, this bears explanation…in Dawna’s workshop, Jennifer was a good buddy and best friend who helped her realize the positives in life; she offered Dawna heart-felt and sincere encouragement and helped her heal from her negative thinking and cloudy past.
My cheer-leading team: Who is yours? For example, one of mine is: Shelley U., David L., and Isabelle H. They are my encouragers and I probably owe them a debt of gratitude. Not probably, I do. Thank the people that believe and encourage you….
Lesson:
Shakespeare:
‘ Nothing is good or bad… thinking makes it so….’
Now, as per Dawna’s workshop….we are going back and reliving those moments in life, (we all have them) using a NEW perspective and the introspective that Dawna provided us:
My future voices…
If I could go back to Mr. Miller I would…. Have the wisdom I now have, with conviction….
I now choose to tell myself…. ‘Nothing is good or bad thinking makes it so.’
If I could go back to my nurse Amanda I would….
Use more positive affirmations, and change the (negative) messages in my head. I’d meditate, be more healthy, associate with positive people, stay healthy, and have more purpose in life. Live a renewed life as a second chance….for living in greater abundance!
I now choose to tell myself….my affirmations….
‘Nothing is good or bad thinking makes it so.’
If I could go back to my Jennifer I would…
Thank her!
Realize ‘they’ (the negative ones) don’t know me…. hence they Gotta be wrong.
Watch serials Buddha and Suits. (I love them!)
My leadership voice…
I need to tell Trish P that she is quick and decisive.
I need to tell Kalida….thank you!
I need to tell Agee….hey! Thanks for being you!
Lesson:
Inner self talk is crucial to success in life.
BIG take-away from this workshop: How to turn negative talk into something positive.
PEOPLE, your self-talk is really important! It can ultimately be damaging or life-enhancing. At least be a good ‘Buddhist’ and ‘take the middle road’ and don’t be too hard on yourselves. (Talk out your negatives out loud to see if they sound ‘right’ or completely off the wall!)
In sum, Donna was shy and timid…. Her sister was an athletic and an academic star. Jen was a best friend and star athlete. Donna was part of a big family of children who were special from top to bottom yet Donna felt stuck in the middle, forgotten and unimportant. Birth order can be determinative of how you feel – if you let it! Donna felt like someone stuck in the middle.
To overcome her difficulties though, she changed her mind set and the way she talked to herself….
Here’s one final positive thought for us to all take away…. to be more mindful of, and kinder and gentler with ourselves… what Donna learned from a positive role model, mentor and good friend….
Her friends said that though she was not the end pieces in her large family of siblings…she was the peanut butter…. the jam that made the whole sandwich sweet! (Aww!’ So sweet! No pun intended.)
So be good to yourself, and everyone else will too! We can be our own worst enemies, or our own best friends. It just takes a mental adjustment! You know….
Inner Self-talk can be critical to success in life!
Nilesh Shreedhar.